Why am I passionate about this?

Growing up gay in Missouri in the 1970s, it was LGBTQ novels that opened the door to the unraveling and discovery of my best self, my true queer identity. Initially potboilers with side gay characters (I hid my copy of Valley of the Dolls from the nuns in grade school) I soon discovered writers that unlocked worlds I did not know existed representing choices, loves, and adventures I would later make my own. As a writer, it was risk-taking, gorgeous LGBTQ novels that urged me along in my literary journey and helped me find and define my voice. 


I wrote

The Butcher's Sons

By Scott Alexander Hess,

Book cover of The Butcher's Sons

What is my book about?

A Kirkus Reviews* Best Book, The Butcher’s Sons is a “brutal and lyrically gorgeous story” (Lambda) that “touches the heart…

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The books I picked & why

Book cover of Our Lady of the Flowers

Scott Alexander Hess Why did I love this book?

The fact that this queer masterpiece was written entirely in the solitude of a prison cell is only the first of many awe-inspiring truths about the book and its author. The drag queen Divine, a pimp named Darling Daintyfoot and Our Lady populate the book (published in 1943) offering a glimpse into a voluptuous Parisian fringe world. It was the thrilling—at times disturbing—story that first drew me in as a budding writer, but ultimately it was my realization that a book can be at once highly artful and literary as well as deeply erotic. It opened up a new freedom that I draw on every day as a novelist. 

By Jean Genet,

Why should I read it?

2 authors picked Our Lady of the Flowers as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

Jean Genet's masterpiece, composed entirely in the solitude of his prison cell. With an introduction by Jean-Paul Sartre.

Jean Genet's first, and arguably greatest, novel was written while he was in prison. As Sartre recounts in his introduction, Genet penned this work on the brown paper which inmates were supposed to use to fold bags as a form of occupational therapy. The masterpiece he managed to produce under those difficult conditions is a lyrical portrait of the criminal underground of Paris and the thieves, murderers and pimps who occupied it. Genet approached this world through his protagonist, Divine, a male…


Book cover of Maurice

Scott Alexander Hess Why did I love this book?

The first gay novel that moved me to weep and allowed me to embrace myself as a hopeless romantic, Forster’s tale of manners, homophobia, and longing set in early 20th century England is a treasure. The story moves briskly, and the writing is assured, but it is the journey of the title character and his ultimate illicit affair with under-gamekeeper Alec Scutter that gives the novel its heart. A great read for everyone, but particularly for the younger LGBTQ set so they can glimpse the lengths their gay ancestors went to (let alone the risks!) to find happiness. Once you read the book, check out the lush film adaption by Merchant Ivory. 

By E.M. Forster,

Why should I read it?

5 authors picked Maurice as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

As Maurice Hall makes his way through a traditional English education, he projects an outer confidence that masks troubling questions about his own identity. Frustrated and unfulfilled, a product of the bourgeoisie he will grow to despise, he has difficulty acknowledging his nascent attraction to men.

At Cambridge he meets Clive, who opens his eyes to a less conventional view of the nature of love. Yet when Maurice is confronted by the societal pressures of life beyond university, self-doubt and heartbreak threaten his quest for happiness.


Book cover of Moonstone: The Boy Who Never Was: A Novel

Scott Alexander Hess Why did I love this book?

I confess to a huge writer crush on Sjon. I immediately fell head over heels for his vibrant, visceral prose in this magical moving story set in Reykjavik in 1918 (the same year I set my novella Lightning). There is nothing comparable to this author’s dreamy style (after discovering him I read his entire catalogue) and the journey of young queer Manni Steinn is unforgettable. I have to admit: I went so far as to reach out to the author on social media the year we were both nominated for a Lambda Literary Award and ask him to coffee. I did not expect an answer, but he wrote me saying he was not attending the NYC event but thanked me for the offer! Brilliant and approachable! 

By Sjón,

Why should I read it?

1 author picked Moonstone as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

The mind-bending miniature historical epic is Sjón's specialty, and Moonstone: The Boy Who Never Was is no exception. But it is also Sjón's most realistic, accessible, and heartfelt work yet. It is the story of a young man on the fringes of a society that is itself at the fringes of the world--at what seems like history's most tumultuous, perhaps ultimate moment.

Máni Steinn is queer in a society in which the idea of homosexuality is beyond the furthest extreme. His city, Reykjavik in 1918, is homogeneous and isolated and seems entirely defenseless against the Spanish flu, which has already…


Book cover of Giovanni's Room

Scott Alexander Hess Why did I love this book?

I was 20 and living in Missouri when I found this classic queer novel written in 1956. It was an early glimpse into deep longing, emotional connections, and dark inner conflicts that I had yet to fully explore as a young man. Baldwin’s insightful, moody, and lyrical novel set in Paris is at once romantic and painful tapping into sexual identity and masculinity struggles. Later, I found vintage photos of the author which revealed his fierce fashion flair (something we share!). 

By James Baldwin,

Why should I read it?

13 authors picked Giovanni's Room as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

When David meets the sensual Giovanni in a bohemian bar, he is swept into a passionate love affair. But his girlfriend's return to Paris destroys everything. Unable to admit to the truth, David pretends the liaison never happened - while Giovanni's life descends into tragedy.

United by the theme of love, the writings in the Great Loves series span over two thousand years and vastly different worlds. Readers will be introduced to love's endlessly fascinating possibilities and extremities: romantic love, platonic love, erotic love, gay love, virginal love, adulterous love, parental love, filial love, nostalgic love, unrequited love, illicit love,…


Book cover of The Line of Beauty

Scott Alexander Hess Why did I love this book?

Hollinghurst is flat out the best writer of literary LGBTQ themed novels living today. He is one of the authors that helped me realize that I could write fiction that is both highly literary and very sexually charged. His prose is gorgeous, lyrical, and stunning and his plots are wildly engaging. The Line of Beauty (winner of the 2004 Booker Prize) is set in Britain in three parts, taking place in 1983, 1986, and 1987 following the journey of Nick and his relationship with the Fedden family. After you read this one check out his entire catalogue! And the wonderful BBC television serial version. 

By Alan Hollinghurst,

Why should I read it?

3 authors picked The Line of Beauty as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

In the summer of 1983, 20-year-old Nick Guest moves into an attic room in the Notting Hill home of the Feddens: Tory MP Gerald, his wealthy wife Rachel, and their two children, Toby - whom Nick had idolized at Oxford - and Catherine, always standing at a critical angle to the family and its assumptions and ambitions.

As the Thatcher boom-years unfold, Nick, an innocent in the worlds of politics and money, finds his life altered by the rising fortunes of the glamorous family he is entangled with. Two vividly contrasting love-affairs, with a young black clerk and a Lebanese…


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The Butcher's Sons

By Scott Alexander Hess,

Book cover of The Butcher's Sons

What is my book about?

A Kirkus Reviews* Best Book, The Butcher’s Sons is a “brutal and lyrically gorgeous story” (Lambda) that “touches the heart of what it means to be human.”*

Bound by blood but separated by secrets, brothers—Dickie, Walt and Adlai—run a butcher shop for their father, whose broken spirit has isolated him from the world. When Dickie makes a rash decision involving an organized crime family a chain of events ensues that changes the brothers’ lives and forces them to come together—at first, with a sense of camaraderie, but ultimately, with something much fiercer, more brutal. A gritty, intimate portrait of three young Irish-American brothers whose lives irrevocably change during a heat wave in New York City’s Hell’s Kitchen, circa 1930.

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